LOL, had a full fledged panic attack or a mini nervous breakdown at around 2:30. It must have been a long time coming, because I'm feeling a little bit better today, even though I haven't slept more than two hours. I hate, loathe, despise, detest, disdain, disapprove, abhor, scorn and shame from everything about this book. But it's fucking over. I guess that's something, too.