Monday, 1 July 2019

Sandman finally got green-lit. It feels like a punch in the gut. If it's good, everyone will write books about him. If it's bad, it'll be poison. This should be a motivation to finish the fucking book before they air the show.

No pressure. 

Friday, 28 June 2019



Finally got that fucking Etsy shop up and running ... I think. Still no idea what I'm doing. I'm terribly afraid of fucking something up. This is all in the real world now. 

Friday, 21 June 2019


Damn. Grief is such a bizarre state. My brain keeps concaving.

Thursday, 20 June 2019

Really really strange days these days. Horrible, really, on multiple fronts. Some inspire serenity, some make me break things, all cause deep sadness and I'm wondering if it was just one, would it be this heavy, or is it heavy across the board because of the one? Sometimes you just can't stop the world from spinning out of your control. :/


:'/

Tuesday, 18 June 2019

Beach Bum? Nuh.

Tried watching the Beach Bum, but I really didn't get it. It felt like someone was trying to re-make Big Lebowski, but all of the main actors got terribly stoned just before the shoot and it was just cringy.
So, this guy is supposed to be this popular stoner bum on Florida Keys, but he's actually rather mean - he kicks a trombone player off a pier for no reason and then laughs about it right away .... I mean ... why?
He's supposed to be super bum-like, poor and disheveled, but in truth, he's super rich. Like we've never seen that trope before.
He's fucking nameless hotties and gives his wife oral in front of the maid (while she blabbers on about completely boring stuff that's supposed to be contrast or something?), but when he finds she's cheating, he gets upset. Then he drunk-drive kills his wife at his daughter's wedding.
He writes Pulitzer-Prize winning poetry, that I saw zero trace of in the film.
All of the attitude, dialogue, even how the actors MOVE feels impossibly forced.

I just didn't get it.
I can think of five movies who take on this exact same premise better, with actors far less A-listy.
:/



Sunday, 16 June 2019

Hm. Bit of dark news today. Haven't fully taken it in yet. Feels like a weird bad dream..


.. I keep feeling like if I ignore it hard enough, it totally won't be true. If I am not aware of it, it can't be true.

Thursday, 13 June 2019

Paint tests :)