How the fuck does one NOT Mary Sue a futuristic female detective?? O.o

The funny thing lately, when people ask me how am I feeling, I don't know where to start. It's been a while since I was so packed up with emotion and sentiment - without it being a melange.  The bottom line of the feeling is GOOD. But that's just the honest simplification.

NEGATIVE EMOTIONS:
- The fucking book is stuck at the printers. Grrr... Anxiety.
- The usual family feuds. Not sure from which direction the next bullshit fart will hit me. Paranoia.
- Having absolutely no money. Can't buy new canvases :/ Frustration.
- Dog had fleas. Hibby jibbies. O.o
- Still no results on General's exam. Restlessness.
- Unable to start a new book. Time wise, discipline-wise. Impotence.
- Sometimes people I know die. Sad :(

POSITIVE EMOTIONS
- I am working like nuts on the paintings for the fair. Hyper productivity.
- The book will soon be out. Yay!! Super proud.
- I can start any new book I want. Any in the whole world. Total freedom of choice.
- Many great books to read, movies to see, videos on YouTube every day to cry over. Emo.
- Nuts, head over heels in love with my husband
- End-of-yea fairs are starting! A million adorable things to see and (hihi, buy!)
- The movie is going great. Ambition.
- Holidays incoming. Cookies and prezzies! I love giving as much as receiving!

Vesna K. (and Lara)

Been painting so much my wrists hurt so bad I have to type this with my nose...

Song of the day :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jofNR_WkoCE

A very nice house

Did a shoot in this one. Took a tour to warm up. Such a cushy place.

One of those embarassing moments of realization

This is my first Chihuahua. I mean, the first Chihuahua I met. I think we had one in school and she was ever yapping, but I never actually met that one. This one - I forget her name, though I remember it was cute - was the nicest dog I have ever seen. Normally, like anyone else, including the owner, my first impulse would be to forever hate these breeds as a terribly byproduct of Paris Hilton's horrid lifestyle .. But oh man. When these two (there were two, but only one liked me), came running at me as I walked into their floor (they cannot climb stairs, i think, so they just reign the upper, cushier floor with the fireplace), they were so small I thought they must be puppies. They were hamster size. They were cannaries with feet. And as soon as I touched this one, she was the softest, cleanest mutt imaginable. In fact, she kept making the 'lift me! lift me!' pose and i just picked her up and carried her around. For the duration of the meeting.
Seriously? A Chihuahua?? This is all I've been thinking about. None of that hysterical excitement when you come or explosion of emotion when you leave, the constant demand of attention, care or rewards. Certainly every dog is a joy, yadda, yadda, and I love my beast more than I realised before the other day when we lost her in the woods for the night, but most of the people I know take dogs on a challenges, as personalities. Certainly Drej's Joyce is an abundance of character and Flor is her own set of interesting twists and turns, Tara and Emi are ... well, interesting, and Lyra is unique, underlined. Every one is almost a person. No way you could ever put any one of them in your purse and just carry it around like a little cushy soul.

This is the first dog that was actually really nice to me.
And that's how I fell in love with a Chihuahua.

O.o

The most epic split EVER

RESPECT!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7FIvfx5J10

I got into the holidays fair thingie (the bitch cold thingie that I hate when I'm there and absolutely hate not being there if I'm not :))), which is a month long ordeal. I'm making more and more of small cute paintings thingies - am also very tired, hence severely diminished vocabulary ... thingie. Here's some more stuff I made today. Each is valued around 6-15 bucks (these more like 6 - 12).. And yes, as on popular demand, I am making the friggin' angels ... :P