Saturday, 17 September 2016
Some pickies of Ema dancing in the streets of Ljubljana (half of the story of the last three days :)
Sunday, 11 September 2016
As nice days go...
Yesterday was a nice day. All of it, for no
specific reason. Just a long string of perfectly insignificant, lovely scenes.
The General, although it took so much energy out of him he is still asleep
right now and it's 10am, made lovely progress on the kitchen, which is a great
thing to observe, because he is never faced with a problem he couldn't solve,
regardless of how minute or overlooked it was at some point.. I read him a
poem, which he thought was a good poem. Then he allowed me to take the dog
uphill to my parents*, where I had a nice lunch of sour turnip noodles and
beans and pork rinds as spice. This is food as old as time and I eat it rarely,
but really like it. They then went to a store and mum bought me a blackboard
sticker for my kitchen. I sat for a while on the side of the old family pool,
which is now a pond for water lilies, goldfish and dragonflies. General came by
to bring the dismantled old furniture for dad's firewood and we had a fight
during which I negotiated (demanded, emotionally blackmailed) another three
feet of a kitchen counter. When parents returned, we watched a little bit of
Dante's Peak on TV, which I always find very funny, watching TV, where pretty
much anything feels good enough, because it's just there.. Then I made pancakes
and ate two large ones with white chocolate and raspberry ice-cream while two
out of three dogs made drool puddles not too far away from me. I watched a
YouTube philosophical video on why is it so hard to think in the present –
especially when we are happy – we always either reminisce about the past or
fantasize about the future.. While parents watched the cycling race, I felt
like sitting outside, looking over the hot autumn hills and valleys, drinking
coffee, pretending to be smoking a cigarette (avoiding the smoke like a noob),
thinking up another poem. Later I just went down through the forest and back to
the city, had a long shower, played Warcraft by mining and gathering herbs and
watched some of the ’Smoke’ movie.
…Dunno, have I ever posted this one before? It
goes with the scene in Goose where dying Morpheus and Kay talk about the burden
of making decisions.
I will give you five baskets.
Hefty, vast, wicker things
One is how much you’ll be laughing.
The other is an ewer of your tears
One is sleep, is thoughtless abandon
One is everything you’ll ever do wrong
One is everything you will ever do right.
Hearts are a fickle thing
They bleed, they break, they stop.
And my five baskets are heavy.
*She was not allowed to go
because she had fleas for a long time and it took a lot of engineering to get
rid of them in the apartment – which has extremely old, very large and uneven wooden
floor panels.
Saturday, 10 September 2016
Monday, 5 September 2016
I had this
perfect wave of shops opening today.. I got up and took the dog out, in the
rain as it has almost stopped falling, and then decided to hop over to a cosmetics store for some Nivea and
other cute little things that make you neat and nice-smelling. It was exactly 8
in the morning, so as I walked down the main street, one by one the shops were
opening. The clothes stores. The bookstores. Tabakerie. Doors opening. Slide doors
sliding. People putting out the signs. The pharmacy. The shoe store. The home-grown
bio food store. The cafes. And then my drugstore. Then the rain came down.
Saturday, 3 September 2016
Thursday, 25 August 2016
Shroomies
Missed the bus for the hike, so went w/family to look for shroomies. I took the macro lens with me, just to doodle, getting slowly and surely back into photography. I am at that PTSD low again, where I feel like an absolutely worst photographer, uninspired, lame, fake and pretentious.. I'll crawl out of it a better pro, like I always do, but in the meanwhile... Shroomies :D
Tuesday, 23 August 2016
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