Today I stood in the middle of the field in fog and it was such a tranquil, such a pale moment that I felt completely alone in the whole world. In fact it felt as if there was no world at all. I even sent the dog away and she vanished after a few meters. Just vanished. there were no people, no sounds, no shadows, no light. Just me. It's been a while since I felt so perfect. I just stood there, with an urge to get naked and hold my breath, unblinking. That actually felt really, really good.
          (Then I got worried the dog will get lost and called her back. But it was okay. We just walked around for an hour, hardly meeting anyone.)